Femdom domination: Ignored and humiliated by my girlfriend

I've been exploring the world of domination and humiliation with my girlfriend, and it's been a wild ride. She's been taking charge, giving me strict instructions to jerk off while she watches, but it seems like she's been ignoring my pleas for some more intense action. I've been trying to push her boundaries, but it seems like she's just not into it. I've been reaching out to other sites like Sph, Cei, Joi, Findom, and Maledom, hoping to find some inspiration or guidance, but nothing seems to be working. I'm left feeling frustrated and humiliated, stuck in this limbo of domination and submission. It's a strange feeling, being dominated by someone you love so much. I just hope that one day, she'll change her mind and we can explore even more exciting scenarios together.